loner
Life isn't a bed of roses.
Once a loner always a loner.
No matter how hard i try i can never achieve anything.
No matter how hard a loner tried longing for something it somehow cannot be done.
No matter how hard i try to compromise i can never be congenial.
I can only be pessimistic and be doubtful of life
Been determine and persevering but still nth has change.
I have always ask others to be happy and live life happily instead of putting a sad face.
But end up i can't be happy
Sometime i feel tat i ain't suitable for her
Maybe tis is good after all if we really ain't suitable she wouldn't feel sad someday
Although i may not be able to understand wad she is thinking or wad she need
But i am sure tat i can let her be happy
Well well well it all look like some drama in the show but it the fact
We don always have the thing which we wanted.
Well being a loner isn't bad after all
The most important thing is she being happy
Well been thinking about my future wad can i do
I really don dare to think much
I just take a step and count a step at a time.
Living my life carefree but i know tat someday i would be suffering due to jobless and etc.
Really hope someday i would know wad i could do in the future.
Haven been myself cause my eyes has seen no conviction just lies and contradiction.
Really wish tat i can yearn for something.
Right now all i can do is hide all my emotion and being the unreal self
Waiting for the right chance to express all my feeling at once.
i know tat there alot of people out there feel the same as me
it just tat they don wanna express it out.
Right now all that i can think is going out with friends
Don really wan to go home after school everyday
I could really emo at home
All i could do is rot and sleep at home
I really find it damn meaningless to spend my life like that.
Really admire her and like her a lots
Well let see how let me continue to be perseverance and being determine
The result will be out sooner or later.
If fate really doesn't wan us to be part of each other or in each other life
As long as your happy i wouldn't mind being torture by all this torment pain in me.
Bring salvation to every pitiful souls like me and may it souls be purify
&♥ BLOODY RED.
&♥ 5:50 PM
